It's wild the amount of pain I've documented on here...
Still just a sad person at the age of 36.
Still heart broken, or just broken in general.
When will I ever feel good enough?😞

Why do I always seem to be in these situations where, I end up feeling like a nobody when I've put my whole soul into themHow do I put this energy into myself when ( Read more... )

Here I am again, in the place I know I can be real and leave my sorrows ( Read more... )

My 29th one seems to be just as emotional as the past few but what else would I expect from black friday. This time its slight heartbreak or maybe heart failure.... but I hadnt cried that hard in a while.
Sometimes I feel not good enough in the eyes of others but I must remember I have to be good enough for me. I know where my hearts been, just ( Read more... )

Man sometimes i can be so hard on myself. Ive wasted another day in bed thinking about how stupid i am :/
I just need to focus.

Blah

Hey LJ,
Its been a while... been busy trying to figure life out again ><
The highs are addicting & the lows seem to unhinge me.
I feel close to a break through but also close to flat lining.

But I do this for me, right?

Started this thing with someone and Im not sure how to take it all in. Its been eye opening & confusing all at once.
Its different ( Read more... )

To this day, I still stand by what I said.
I cant be with anyone until I stop loving you...

Hopelessly
Jenn

Today was my first attempt at playing this game Im fully aware of. I had my game face on and put on a great show.
This is gonna be hard but, I will fight for my place in this city and make something of myself.
I of course pretended I didnt see someone but I did....like I said tho, I had my game face on.
And I think it worked.
Im ready for this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I was just meant to stay a lil heartbroken because, I'll be ok. Pain is interesting, it stings for a while, than you get numb. Sometimes it leaves a scar. Sometimes that scar is touched and youre reminded of the past but I think its good to reflect. In the end we grow stronger.
Im blessed I have these lessons. They never get ( Read more... )

Is my own worst enemy sometimes. Does anyone else lose sleep over me? I doubt it :/
I just need to get my mind right. I feel so off :(

Why cant I just find a nice person into me.

I know I shouldnt stress out but im freaking out inside.
::hides under covers::

Eh, at least I wasnt expecting anything tonight. #foreveralone
#noworries