Do you ever just feel like not sharing? I get in these moods where I don't want to discuss things. Part of it is I feel like I have the same issues reoccur, so why bother discussing them over and over?
Dating just seems pointless....you find someoen you love, you want to marry them, they don't want to marry you. Someone likes you, you don't like them, you like them, but aren't sure about the attraction
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Life is strange. So I posted my add in the afternoon on Friday. Friday evening the guy I liked stepped up and said he wants to date me via text while I'm driving 4 hours to my parents. I check my email and I have 75 responses to my add. I couldn't even bring myself to read them. The other guy I was semi interested in...we chatted on Sunday when I
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I actually requested a prescription for Anti-depressants. I don't know if they will really help but at this point I'm desperate. And I just can't stand waking up so sad every darn day.
I also had a biopsy on some little brown lesions on my skin. Fingers crossed that they are not anything to worry about.
I will never date anyone from work ever again....I don't really know if I can open up to anyone ever. Still so sad...going to see my Dr. today and ask for anti-depressants. I would like to change jobs but none are as good as mine is now. :(
Spent the evening with some childhood friends and their children (6 kids four years old and younger) if I ever say I want kids I am LYING. Just an FYI....lies all lies. I have a fantasy in my head that if I have my own it will be different. It will not involve crappy diapers, endless crying jags, throw up, and petty fights over toys. THIS IS NOT
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Since my heart blew apart. The longest month ever. I really do not want to date anyone and I'm at the point of why even bother looking for love if it is so hard to find and then when you have it gets crushed anyway. I no longer believe in the "right" person, or that if you both love each other it will work out...I'm extremely bitter and jaded. Why
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