I may not have the job offshore...the kicker is that I found a posting for a job in the field I have an interest in (Loss Prevention Detective) stationed in Mobile/Dothan. That would mean I would be able to stay here and live my life instead of being on a boat as long as some people stay in rehab. Damn. Now to decide. There's still the chance I won ( Read more... )

Ok. I'm not gonna be able to post for a while. I have a possible job that means I'll be gone and out of reach for 28 days at a time. I need that. #1- the job #2- get the f*ck away from here for a while and #3- time to clear out the crap in my head and heart. So, if I don't see you before I go, Live long and prosper.

I have a party to attend the Friday night before Halloween. The only costume I could even think of wearing is the oldest one I have and done so many variations of it is almost scary. This time however- I created, painted, and cut my own mask out of a generic plain white face mask and finally got my own tux w/ tails to wear with it. Seems almost ( Read more... )

(Ganked from Gary)

Leave one memory of you and me together. It doesn't matter if I know you a little or a lot, anything you remember! Next, post this in your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you.

Interview #3 in a few days. Not getting manager- but probably a 40 hour position. Also it's out in Semmes- about 6 miles from where I'm living right now and I'll be living within 3 miles in a couple of weeks. Life is good. Life works sometimes. Started writing again and Damn- compared to the crap I wrote in High School, I could seduce myself. :P

When I was a young teen I started going to this place called Four Strong Winds CoffeeHouse. Those not from here don't know what it was like- it was the place where the people that couldn't go anywhere else could go without any judgment. That might have made sense- okay the average dress there was dyed hair, mohawks, Docs (or just combats for those ( Read more... )

Is that the act of......or the beingness of ...nevermind. Got an interview tomorrow for Blockbuster Video- either on Hillcrest at Cottage Hill or out in Semmes. Either would be ideal. Hell, if it's the job I want there- I'd drive to Satsuma if they asked. I'm going for a manager position- me around a bunch of movies talking about crap all day that ( Read more... )

The main drawback to not being on any mood elevators or anti-depressants (all I'm on is a stabilizer for manic crap)is that my emotions have a tendency to go to extremes, whether it be a mood where I'm overactive and bored or get to the point where the only thing I wanna do is scream and beat the ever living shit out of something (usually this ( Read more... )

Who's ever out there- I need a hug and a shoulder.............................

I died ( Read more... )