I'm leaving. Going to be going to the lower 48. Not feeling the whole heat thing. I'm an Alaskan gurl. We don't do the whole heat thing. 75 is too much and papa said it will be around 100... *cries* Ima come back a raisn. Good thing tho, I'll be hella buff. Going to want to run all the time and be physically and metally stonger than I am now ( Read more... )

That volcano keeps blowing up. All the lowever 49 be tripin' over nothing. I find it fun. The ash is bad for the electronics but good for farmlands. I don't care. It wouldn't the the first time a volcano blew and it won't be the last. Why is everyone so damn worried?

Here is what's up. Got a girlfriend a few months before I was to leave for basic. Suffice to say, I didn't go. Partly because I got sick but mostly because of said girlfriend. I've been kicking myself for that move for a long ass time. Againg I don't go to the millitary, again I sit at my parents on the computer, playing video games (which I ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of everyday bullshit that I can't take it no more. I want out but not the out that most would think. I'm gonna face it in my own terms. Millitary, here I come. Time to grow up, time to be who I am!

I'm scared of this state. I can't do it up here no more. I want out of here so desperatly. I love it and know that if I stay here for too much longer I'm not going to be able to leave. A few weeks of work and then I'm out of here. I can't do it. I want enough for my ticket and then maybe a cheep digital camera. I'm out of here, I can't do it ( Read more... )

I feel so lost. It feels as if my soul is dead. I have given all that I have to everyone else. I gave my soul to everyone else and my heart is dead as could be. I know when I should feel sad, or when I should be angry. But the thing is that I can't feel anything ( Read more... )

Ok so I don't really remember where I left off, but I'll be telling you even more. Miss Chem says it's a good idea to write about what is bothering you so I will write....and write till I've written it all down ( Read more... )

Ok so this may be out of order but this is what happend back in August and early Septamber. So forgive me if things seem chaotic and out of order ( Read more... )

After my bad car accident. I don't think it was that bad but everyone else does. Anywho, I found that I tend to value things more. It's wierd but not really ( Read more... )

It is too hard to take medicine and try and post all the pictures on 2 different places so I figured it was easier to do a slide show on myspace ( Read more... )