Ok so Sunday I was driving randomly. I do this often when I'm angry or bored. If I'm angry it usually means that I'm sad about something and it builds up and reverts into anger becuase I'm sad. I am almost able to change some of my emotions into another just to keep from becoming sad or depressed. This doesn't always work ( Read more... )

So last night.... ok 3 am this morning I was watching the Discovery channel and it was about China building the Olympic stadium thingy. I don't see China the way most do. Hell I didn't even know that they had so many poor provadences. I knew that China was beautiful, has an amazing history. I mean, how can you argue that one man was able to ( Read more... )

I said I'd show you some pix and now.... Drum roll please............. *blinks....nothing happens.....*
Is this thing on? *bangs wand on floor....* lol....just some technical difficulties
*POOF!!!*

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I'm soo tired... Yesterday I was at work 8:30 am till 3pm then back again at 5-9:30...what is that, like 11 hours.... Then today I was at work at 8:30-noon then back again at 4-9:15........... it that just shy of 9 hours....? Don't know....to tired to do math ( Read more... )

Ok so WHY THE HELL IS IT ME ( Read more... )

That is it, I give up. I finally surrendered. *waves white flag* Just let us talk this threw. Don't hurt me. I will do as you say ( Read more... )

Ok so I have finally given in to everone. I will be allowing several friends to do my hair and make-up sometime soon. It just depends on who wants to and when. I know, from work, Kenda, Raelyne, Michelle, and Cathy want to. Then there is Erin and Chad that want to outside of work. So that is a total of 6 people that want to do my hair and make ( Read more... )

Ok, can this year suck anymore than it dose now? As of a few hours agao, I'm sick. Feels like my stomach is trying to rip itself from my gut and end up on the floor. Great mental picture, yeah ( Read more... )

On my Birthday I guess I gave in and admitted that I run thew the same thing every day, every week, every month, every year. It is always the same, get up, babysit/sever as a nany to my niece, wait for Bri to return home, get changed and go to second job for my mom. Go home, watch anime or play videogames and finally sleep only to get up and do ( Read more... )

On Friday, it was my birthday. It wasn't special, it wasn't important. It was just a day I got things that I didn't not have to pay for. Nothing was done, nothing ever is. I merly got to get off work early and goof off and be a dumb ass. Nothing new. Karly, twin, had plans that fell threw. Everything she plans is too big, to extravagent. ( Read more... )