It looks like an 85% chance that I am not going to NYC after all. I just did my taxes and I owe and I am not getting much back for State so I am not going to have enough money to do anything in NYC so . . .

Let's just add one more thing to the "Fuck DJ's Life" bucket.

Damn it!

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This morning was good . . . this afternoon was good . . . this evening not so much. I called Ashley to let her know about the car situation we have been struggling with and we started talking. Her phone was breaking up so we continued to conversation via myspace messages. Let's just say it was not th best conversation. It wasn't bad at all but ( Read more... )

I am ADDICTED to the "Step Up 2: The Streets" Soundtrack. What great work out music. LOL!!! And I saw a clip of the dance at the end in the rain and it looks AMAZING ( Read more... )

I don't know why this is, but I have been finding A LOT of songs lately that represent what is going on in my life right now. I just happened to click on a youtube channel and watched a video of a guy lip syncing to a country song (and I hate country by the way) but the lyrics kept me watching and listening. Unbelievable how close this hits to ( Read more... )

Everything is slowly getting better. I still miss Ashley like HELL and wish I could talk to her but my heart is slowly healing. I am not DEPRESSED like I used to be. Don't get me wrong, I still have my moments but it is not CONSTANT as it was just a few weeks ago. I have noticed I smile more than I have in the last few months, so that is a good ( Read more... )

This is a video of footage that I took of my sister (Nikki) and me during our outing to Savannah, GA. The end MAKES this video and make sure you stay until the last second.

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I don't care what anyone says, this is one of the FUNNIEST things I have EVER seen.


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After all of the lies, backstabbing, hurt, depression, hatred, self doubt, etc. . . . I still miss her SO much. Funny how things are, huh?