WE'RE ENGAGED!!!!!

I wish we didn't have to get up in the mornings. I could lie in his arms forever.

I am so happy.

I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

How come everytime I listen to this song, my heart feels crunched?

I love the song, and don't want to stop listeing to it.  Can't stop listeing to it.

Yet I sit alone and have tears running down my face.

Damn.

What the hell is wrong with me?  Why can't I get him out of my head?  When did he take my heart?  How come I was unaware?  Can I have it back, please?  Or rather, can I have his?

Damn, why can't I have what I want?  Why does he not realize that there is someone who wants to be with him, not the random girls?  Or if he does, why won't he pursue that ( Read more... )

I fear I will never be the one he wants.

So close, and yet so far...