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I can't.
I just can't take much more of this. Aren't mothers supposed to love their daughters enough to want to spend time with them? Or at least to not break a promise? She promised that she'd spent the night in with me tonight. SHE FUCKING PROMISED. She's broke the promise before the evening's even arrived. You know what? For once I thought she meant it. ( Read more... ) -
I haven't posted on LJ for a long time.
For some reason, I decided to start up again. I don't know why. I guess it's something to do...
I'm moving out soon. I'm excited. It'll be scary moving out and living with strangers. People I've never met. But it needs to be done. I'm 21 years old, and I have to escape the clutches that I'm under. It's finally come around that I'm moving my life ( Read more... ) -
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If your feet hurt from walking too much, then I will tend to them with a velvet touch.
If your lungs just don't wanna work today, then I'll perform a mouth-to-mouth until you're okay.
Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips circling your lips?
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you? I can tell you do.
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I just read that and it hurt a little. I'm not a bad person because of something so small.
I mean, Christ, I'd probably put you before myself. That's how much I think of you. Just wake up and see it.
You text me today and I panicked. I worry and I can't stop myself.
Sometimes I tell myself not to care because it might be easier, but I still can't. ( Read more... ) -
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God forbid I express an emotion/feeling. Next time, I'll just save face, bottle it up and end up ripping my hair out, yeah? Good idea.
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Heartbreak is a headache,
like a toothache or an earthquake.
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I'm sick of the broken promises. I'm sick of the lies. It's always the same. Nothing ever changes.
"I promise I won't hurt you, I swear I won't. You can always count on me."
Why do people say these things and not follow through with them? People lie, people twist things, people let you down. I want someone to tell me they care and mean it. Don't ( Read more... ) -
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And today was a day, just like any other...
I got up in a not-so-bad mood, because Sophie woke me with a lovely phonecall. I brought up the holiday topic to her - I'm going to Turkey in the Summer - and I asked her to come along with us. She was in two minds about whether to agree or not, until I persuaded her to agree. So, that put me in the best ( Read more... )