Well, when we need to scream into the void and just put of our feelings but cannot bring ourselves to do it more socially... here we are

Why in the fuckity fuck does life have this incessant way of bringing anything remotely good into something so vile? Everything I do I try to be nice and kind, respectful, and I get walked all over. I know there ( Read more... )

This is a test and potentially a test

and then I bought someone a gift that made them cry... and they were hurt by it... and now I feel horrid. I cannot win

dear 2010... way to be 2009

So, this is the first job i've had that I don't have to work on my birthday cause the store is closed, but somehow my family still screws it up for me so I cannot enjoy :\

Why is it that when you try harder beyond everyone else, you get nothing.. then you give up and everyone else gives up on you... Apparently I prove that being better gains nothing.. abso-fucking-lutly nothing

Ever feel like everything is on-track for good times and then just one moment ruins everything and you feel so unmotivated to actually do anything for yourself or anyone?

Whats the solution?

Name: Jason Baughman ( Read more... )

So, i'm working two jobs and my schedule is going to be absolutly stupid.. The things I do for stupid reasons... I'm also too poor to pay for anything :( I need a new phone. I've pretty much given up hope, but not quiting how I feel. I wish I could write a song to describe all these events. less then 90 days till i turn 26 and i'm already sure my ( Read more... )

Things just got real and truthful... I love knowing that things are how they are.. i just hate knowing that I missed out on something wonderful years ago