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[pharrit]

I want to be happy. I want shit to fucking work out. Tonight settles the fact that I am novelty. Being invited out but then missing out because of people being fucking shit. I am trying to be happy. I am trying to get the fuck over this depression. I want to be miserable because its so much easier then trying to be happy and fuck shit happens. FUCK

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[fathertoson]

Life sometimes doesnt pan out the way we thought it would be, i know mines nothing how i'd picture it would be by now. It seems like a hard concept to fallow and maybe a stupid one at that but dont take everything to heart and look for that think silver lining and laugh about every stupid worth less bad thing that you've thought about to have had happen to you, regardless of how shitty it was or maybe still is.
Give up on thinking things will change unless you really take the time within to change them and want them to change. Witch includes changing the gloom and doom mind set.

I've come to think if we dont laugh at every bad thing thats happened to us we wont ever be happy.

Feel better.

[pharrit]

thanks.. things are just falling apart again.. Its always when I try to be happy.. The happier I am, the shittier everything is for everyone else. Proof is totally in the pudding for these past two weeks :(

[purepsychedelia]

life has a balance.

for all the bad there is now, remember there will someday be an equal amount of good.

just give it time.

in the meantime,
if youre going to get obliterated, it might as well be with friends.
in other words, you need to come up to daytona.

[pharrit]

Shit sir, if all this bad will turn to good, i'll be the most powerful, richest, happiest person at age 80.. Sounds like alot of false hope

I do need a trip out there tho

[tanoliko]

I concur. :)

[pharrit]

You would shebeast! ROAR!

[kyouri]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wS5xOZ7Rq8 :)

I understand where you're coming from though. >.< Hope things do get better.