Im coughing sneezing and blowing my nose every 5 mins! I have ichy water eyes and my face is soo pale!! I feel like SHIT ( Read more... )

do we do it to our selves ( Read more... )

Today is better....

so i dont like being sad....im very sad right now for stupid reasons.....sad and lonely!! I dont remember tha last time i felt this lonely ( Read more... )

I think i need professional help!!! I was driving a little while and this car on the other side of the road was stoped at an intersection and i began to think you ediot thats what blinkers are for use one.....but why are you waiting you have plenty of time to turn befor i get there....as i went throu the intersection i looked up and just thro my ( Read more... )

so what now!!!!! WHy is this goin on!!! HUH!!??? i dont know what to think or what to say or do grrrrrr.......when you get what you want to do you truely want it anymore!!! ughhh!

Any hatered, envy, hurt feelings, or just feelings in general i had for him i got rid of today!!! I feel great now i literally burned them out!! I set his jacket on fire along with some pictures he took of me and burned them untill nothing was left except a little bit of ashes from his jacket and washed away all taht was left!! I feel soo free ( Read more... )

It still feels good and i dont want it to fade. Me and her we are better of with out them!!! It was good to see some peeps i hadnt seen in about a year.. I loved them as well. Their hugs felt great im glad they were happy to see me too!!! To bad i left befor you got there it would been good to see you to. Give me a call and we can go play soccer ( Read more... )

Thanks to a conversation i had today along with some serious work from God i now know that im going to be fine. Im ok!! I am able to let go of the object of my obession! Im tired of being hurt i am NOT a piece of shit and i dont have to be treated like such by someone who says they love me!!! Im good i am calm and going to be fine!! I am so happy ( Read more... )

Got a job at childrens finally!! Went and stayed in a cabin this weekend at smith lake it was great!!! I believe ill call him ok?