Exams ended three weeks back, and i have been working ever since. Taking a long break isn't my kind of thing. I appreciate time alone at home, doing nothing at my own pace but not every single day. Unless of course, i'm leaving on a jet plane to somewhere. I like travelling, i like going to new places and most definitely trying new things/food ( Read more... )

One year on, the very same thing is happening again. Why oh why? Are we meant to be trapped in this vicious cycle forever? 
I hate hearing the phone ring on a sunday night.

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I miss you my favouritest grandma in the whole wide world, i wish you were here to see me. i miss you, very very much. and you'll always have a spot in my heart, always.

 sighhh i need a holiday so so bad. i've been thinking about it every minute, apart from sleeping, eating, studying etc. 
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY DAMN BAD!

okay i should go shower and head to bed. mugging starts at 8 in the morning!
BYE.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone

I hate feeling vulnerable, but its the exact thing i'm feeling now. Unfortunately. It's eating me up real bad, and fast. I'm scared.

I need to drag myself out of this fast, real fast.

Its now or never, all over again.
The agony and the pain.

I WILL SURVIVE,

and i WILL STICK TO WHAT I SET MYSELF TO ACHIEVE.

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Funny how whilst reading though my old entry, i realised i'm feeling the exact same thing as i did a month back. Sigh, i really hate feeling like this.

You know sometimes how people are really really busy, too caught up in their own time and work. Not noticing about the small things and such? Sighhh depressing entry started on the wrong note. Sometimes i just feel so alone.

My hopes of becoming 10 million dollars richer just disappeared. LOLOLOL there goes my 6 dollars!

So caught up with school, okay maybe not. Just caught up in the holiday mood. Sighh bad bad time i wished i wasn't so easily distracted!! I need to focus on school work more since exams is in 3 months *GASP ( Read more... )

i need to get away soon, really really soon.
i hate this feeling.