Okay. i've made it my absolute number 1 goal in life to become absolutely disgustingly rich. I have to become a billion-ziollion-trillionaire so that I can buy a villa or 2 for my mum, and some for my grandma and my great uncle and whatever else they need to live wonderful lives. Then Im going to buy some really good therapy for my dad, and an ( Read more... )

wheeee. im done! done for the year! hooray! well, ive still got one lecture to go next week and then the assessment, but other than that...done! and here i am updating my livejournal lol. ah well, the big celebrations will begin tomorrow (hopefully). this first year of uni went so quickly its..wow. i cant even believe its practically over. that ( Read more... )

I have a ghost! Last night when I was falling asleep my alarm clock suddenly started hitting its snooze button repeatedly and switching its light on all by itself. It was really scary, and it did it twice. And then my timetable which I had stuck on the wall fell down, which wouldn't be very scary normally, but it was after the alarm clock incident ( Read more... )

I go home tomorrow! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! 3 weeks of good air and food and dog and oh god 4 floors with no lift :| but still, GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. you appreciate home so much more when youve been away from it for ages. or at least i do ( Read more... )

blah. i feel really weird and i dont know why. its like...physical, but im sure its just me imagining things? i have this weird thing sometimes when..i'll have a bit of a stomach ache or something, and i'll think "hm. what could it be?" and as i go along thinking of all the possibilites i'll come up with all these really bizarre stupid things like ( Read more... )

there goes my good mood. today im relatively depressed...im not even sure why. i think its the fact that ive got nothing to do and my course is a joke. a complete joke. it cost me so much effort and so many tears and GRRRR KILL EVERYTHINGs to come to london, and what im getting for it is..well..crap, basically ( Read more... )

well! i think its time for an update. spent the weekends at chris's and it was really nice despite the fact we didnt do much apart from sitting around and eating. valentines day was...like any other day, pretty much, EXCEPT that i got a lovely lovely card and a lovely lovely meal and a heart-shaped egg lol. twas yummy, of course. i didnt get chris ( Read more... )

Well. Holidays are almost over. going back to london on the 8th..im sort of looking forward to it and sort of not. i've been thinking about the future a lot. not necessarily where i'll be in 10 years, but in..like..4. once i finish uni what am i going to do? become a homeless film person? or become rich? unlikely. being rich makes things so much ( Read more... )

la dee da. i hate new years. nobody knows whats happening, nobody wants to do anything. my friends and i are pathetic losers who cant even find a way to make the end of the year exciting. we're going to watch dvd's. hooray. i might as well stay home and watch TV. or go to the city again and get bombed to death. whatever ( Read more... )

Yes! Im finally back home! its so lovely here. i cant wait for christmas...going to germany on thursday, possibly even friday. just for a couple days, then im coming back for new years, or at least thats the plan. ummmm we moved. new apartment is really pretty but also really small (dont even have my own room) and on the 4th floor. with no lift. ( Read more... )