I'm not happy right now. I haven't slept properly in weeks. And my stomach is trying to vomit. and i dont feel ill. its not a good sign. i hate it. I'm shaky. and feel weak. And feel like i've just been stamped on.
I have a funny feeling today. I dont like it. I feel... empty.... but full of water. I need to write so badly. But i just cant seem to find the motivation.... or the inspiration.I feel half asleep... but half awake. its very strange. I need to start sleeping properly again.
Right well i'm back. A little less achy now so i'll write a bit more :D erm... things are really good at the moment. Which makes me rather happy. In a sick way i'm glad things have turned out how they have.
*yawns* i'm tired..... my eyes bleed from it. Well... maybe just scream then. I seem to be shattered constantly just recently... its not good
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