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why ios it that whenever things seem to be going ok and are going your way its the littlest things that upset you? and of course when you are this way it seems like nothing can help. its times like thes i just want to end it all.put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brain. i just want to start a new. a new life. i want to not have hurt ( Read more... )

well i guess i should update this since it has been probably over a month. so lets see here. well i got my new kilt and it totally kicks ass. my family and i went on vacation in the bahamas at the crazy big expensive resort the atlantis. it was really kool but it wasnt all that amazing after a couple days.....i mean yeah its the bahamas but after ( Read more... )

its not like anyone reads this but im going to update just for the fuck of it. everythings been okay lately i guess. my cars been being a bitch lately and reba got her truck (and it s a totally bitchin truck at that). works been good and very pleasing. i also started working at the barn whackin weeds which i had to buy a weed whacker for and that ( Read more... )

its 3 in the fuckin morning and i am unable to sleep ( Read more... )

holy crap its been forever since ive updated this....lets see now interesting things that have happened to me...hmmm...O YEAH!!! i ogt a job ladies and gentlemen, well 2 to be exact but the one hasnt started yet. the one job is the chalfont farmers market which is mere seconds from my lil gurls house. the other job is going to be with my brother ( Read more... )

ok so yeah pretty kool life lately. havent had to put up with greg or those idiots really. just kinda been hanging out with reba and my lil bro and seein rj every now and again. although recently a good old friend of mine called me. i havent seen tyler in like probably a year or more (and by see i mean hang out). so ive been hanging out with tyler ( Read more... )

this weekend totally rocked. well friday wasnt that great but i dont feel like goin into it. anyqho....i got reba a duck finally. im so happy with myself, mainly because shes been wanting one for so long now. i also got my own duck! it totally rox it follows me around and "peeps" and stuff...its so adorable. on the way back from gettin the ( Read more... )

ok well i quit redners and dont have anotehr job lined up...smart move on my part. finally got the price for the repairs of m,y stupidity with the rock throwingso thats gonna cost me. rebas b-day was on the 3rd and no one really said anything to her...i feel bad for her **gives his hunny a hug**. then she went and got her permit on sat (good for ( Read more... )

ok quick update...ill edi this more 2morrow. well parents left last sunday for st martin and are coming back tonight. my mom got her horse....fell off...got staples...then had them removed just last week. reba has been riding him and ive been going up with her to brush him and to help hold him when gettin him rdy for riding. work already sux, not ( Read more... )