It's the end of the school year. many things are coming to a close. As I graduate from my senior year, I look back upon all of the events that have happened in the past four years. And I find that all of these things have lead the path to whom I have become...The friends that I have made...and lost. New experiences that have shaped my personality ( Read more... )

you know you are the only person in the world who still makes me nervous whenever I am around you. You would think that I would get over things like "I hope I don't look like an idiot" and "What do I say?" I just cant belive that I havent screwed up tooo badly in three months...Dang three months. Where does the time go? Well it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

have you ever just sat down and listened? to the sound of rain falling or the wind howling through the mountain-tops? its these things that really make you think...about...life...your future. who you will become one day. about where you will be in ten years. but dont forget about the life that you have now. most people try to lead on that they have ( Read more... )

how could i have even thought of such things...if anything it is she who has the right to be mad for me not trusting in her and in our relationship. im sorry. i guess for the first time i thought that i might have lost you. i just felt so helpless. so alone. never again shall i have any doubt in my mind anbout how we feel about each other.

Life is not a fairy tale...we cannot run away from our past. how can this be? it is like i have two girlfriends. there is the one whom i love with all of my heart. she is what makes my life worth living. being near her gives me the strength to take on the world. but then there is the girl whom i dont even know. its like i am dating dr. jeckyl and ( Read more... )

a wise man once said ( Read more... )

i really miss you. i feel that we dont really talk and communicate as much as we should. you are such a mystery. and that just makes me want to get to know the real you even more. not the person that you want people to view you as, but the person who you are behind a closed door, the person that you are when you just sit and think about life. and ( Read more... )

i live the rain. just the sweet scent of it calms my nerves. the post winter rains bring nothing but life to this arid desert. brown hills become lush and green. and is nothing short of a miracle.

I went outside tonight. I just had to get away from it all. People, stress, drama, fear, everything. As I sit there on my balcony, I look up at the clouded sky. I briefly close my eyes and imagine being together with her. A chill runs through my body. I look back up at the sky and the clouds part and the night opens up. I can see my star, that ( Read more... )

have you ever had one of those days when you were just frustrated at everything and at the same time at nothing?. where you, throughout the whole day, felt accepted and at the same time rejected. and when you can be completely content with everything around you and also get annoyed at the smallest of things. where you just want time to yourself but ( Read more... )