Yesterday was like friend mania day. I hung out with a friend Thursday night and most of Friday night. *which is when I went swing dancing* Rachie and Lisa came over and gave me a piece of Chocolate Peanut Butter Pie and it made things all better. Then yesterday, I went and got my senior pics, then went and bought 2 new pairs of jeans and then went ( Read more... )

I went swing dancing last night! It was so much fun!!! I didnt think that I was going to like it. But my friend took me as a birthday present...since she's goin to be gone for my birthday (by the way...it's in...12 days!!!!!!! November 24th I turn 18...so dont forget). So first you show up and take a lesson for like an hour and then for a long time ( Read more... )

I just wanna sit and cry and cry until I cannot cry anymore. I've been bottling up every little thing that has bothered me. Every big thing that has just poked at my heart--everything that I just cant form into words--or are too afraid to form into words. Every little fear that I have for the present and for the near future and far away future. I ( Read more... )

By the way, I had the most amazing Saturday night/Sunday morning--I'll have to update about it sometime...because ya. remind me!

So I took a personality test for Work Experience (hey, if you go to WHS...TAKE work experience as like a 0 period...because it's ridicously easy and possible to do with a huge amount of hw/work and all that jazz) Anyway, I took it, and I didnt think that it'd be accurate, but it TOTALLY is. So here is how I am *according to the personality test ( Read more... )

This is it--this is the last thing I will post on here that has some substantial significance in my life...basically lj has caused me more worries and stress than I ever thought that it would be. A friend wanted to send another friend something I wrote on here-and I do not like that feeling. I never thought about how sketch this place is--ya know, ( Read more... )

So today- I was still a little mad about last night...and I called my friend Amanda because she was texting me to make sure I was doin ok...and so we talked, and I basically told her my life story about everything that's happened to me in my life time. It felt so amazing! And then we lost connection on our cell phones-so she texted me and was like ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed when you are so pissed off...taht all of the sudden you get really tired? I never realized how much that if I am really angry--it takes up a lot of energy..as opposed to being happy doesn't take any energy at all-because it comes so naturally...hm, I never thought of this before

So basically, this is how I am feeling ( Read more... )

I lead an 8th grade girls bible study with my friend Lacey...and one of the girls asked if she could show us a music video--Lacey and I were like, "ok, sure" so this girl gets onto the internet--and shows us the music video, "Because of you" by Kelly Clarkson!!! Oh my word!! It's a really hard song to listen to, and basically it's the story of my ( Read more... )