Seems like life is handing either good or bad out to people this past week and weeks to come, yet all I know is that Im starting school tomorrow again. 7:30AM Monday Anthropology class 50 miles from where I sleep. JOY ( Read more... )

I seriously need to stop smoking, biting my nails, checking my phone, looking at the time and obsessing about my stomach. Its so weird and random what I am so compulsive about but my throat is killing me from the smoke, my hands look like shit/hurt, im not expecting anyone to contact me till later, the time isnt going to go any faster and i know im ( Read more... )

Remember when i was skinny??


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Tomorrow is my 21st birthday and Im so excited except my root canal got infected and I had to go into the ER. Good thing I got vicodin out of it.

Just in case you didnt know, Ive been in Maui the past 8 days and Ive gotten so much rest. I am ready to come home and get things going again. I couldnt be more content with the way life is going when you put your trust in something greater than yourself. There are so many things to report on, but ill save that for when I get home. Theres just a ( Read more... )

I have soooo many pictures and memories to bring back from the islands, once again. Everytime I come here I feel more than rejuvinated. My days went as follows ( Read more... )

You know when youre getting old when youre about to move into your 4th apartment, realized that when you use the phrases "oh but in high school" then stop yourself and realize that that was 3 years ago, when you have been in a serious relationship for almost 3 years and it doesnt seem like it, when you start getting alittle chunk where your mom ( Read more... )

I didnt know it was possible for things to start going uphill in one night. I took a few pills of choice, designed alittle, found somewhere to move (thanks Tara) and talked to Silver. So simple, but so rewarding to just have a peace of mind ( Read more... )

Friendships are crumbling although my feelings for them are not. You are what keeps me strong, laughing and determined. I feel like lately all that I find myself to be my only rock. My parents have been busy, my brother has a girlfriend, Silver doesnt understand how my mind works and Prince and Romeo are dogs. Im failing 3 classes and all I want to ( Read more... )

The start of summer is for the first time exciting for me. I am kind happy with my body even in a bikini as long as there isnt a mirror to show me what I really look like.Ive been to the beach or riding my bike almost everyday ( Read more... )