I feel beyond blessed once I see the issues that are happening around the world and even in the United States.

I want to help the lower class, the ones who put in an honest days work but just cant get ahead. The ones living paycheck to paycheck not because they are stupid, but because our society is diminishing the middle class ( Read more... )

1. My Daschund has now grown larger than my 4 lb. yorkie, Prince. Both make me want to conceive which is more than weird to me ( Read more... )

What else is there to do when youre living on -$11.97? Go to your families house, mooch off of their stuff including your brothers entertaining computer (thanks to Kat) and laugh all your stress away.


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Oprah's topic a few days ago focused on how girls want to be like "young hollywood" and that this is destroying our womens self image. At first I wanted to join the feminists and just be like one of the guys so I dont have to be anyone Im not but screw that. I want to be fake as hell for my prime summer. Im going to Hawaii, turning 21 and Im ( Read more... )

I love that im not worried about keeping up with the trends but rather just partaking if i want to ( Read more... )

Bombs: Talking to and knowing people who have been in the CIA/FBI and around the government- knowing that there are so many nuclear bombs missing is making me so paranoid.

Pandemics: Doing research and having discussions about the new pandemics makes me want to prepare- at least for the bird flu.

Terrorists: Ive been just thinking about the ( Read more... )

Its funny because over 2 years ago, now, I was doubting what exactly I found pleasing in life. Sex, drugs and rock n' roll stood up to its meaning. Then I found Silver along the way to grow with in more ways that I imagined. Everyone tells me to wait but the only thing Im waiting for is nothing. He proves to me everday that he's not the Silver I ( Read more... )

Before I used to look forward to eating (and practically obsessing), and now i just eat to survive. I soon realize that eating speeds up your metabolism and I cant eat because I am taking Paxil and that takes away my appetite. Im not gonna lie, I got drunk on one beer and one glass of wine when it used to be a whole bottle of whiskey ( Read more... )

Finally I feel like my concepts in school are getting there even though Im lazy. My teacher contacted me to be on Luerzer's Archive (top advertising magazine in the world) magazine,s website. I guess it isnt much to those that have been in the business for a while, but Im just excited because alot of creatives go online and look for potential ( Read more... )

Treated out to a $150 dinner in Laguna is nice for Valentines even though I celebrate it everyday.
My family actually looks at me as a sane human being.
My mom tells me that the meds are doing a good thing to me.
I agree.
As for tonight, Ive been romanced by my one and only.


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