Differences.

[philo_phobia]

Before I used to look forward to eating (and practically obsessing), and now i just eat to survive. I soon realize that eating speeds up your metabolism and I cant eat because I am taking Paxil and that takes away my appetite. Im not gonna lie, I got drunk on one beer and one glass of wine when it used to be a whole bottle of whiskey

Comments

hello gorgeous

[miss_mayhem]

getting drunk off one drink = story of my life. eating to survive has been my new method too. how are things? it's been what, 3 years and look how much we have changed. i am proud of us. i love us. maybe one day we can have a toast to celebrate :)

Re: hello gorgeous

[philo_phobia]

I am so proud of how I feel and how I hope that you feel the same about life. I truly do miss you and Ill be at Kats in the end of March so Ill stop by since you are next door and say hi.<3

[i_got_luckey]

do you have school on monday? if not what are you doing on monday

[without_linen]

"I get excited when I know I'm going to have a drink and that is not good."
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"Alcoholics/drinkers, tobacco smokers, drug addicts/users will receive untold benefits from this diet, the chemical changes and cleansing have a way of removing the cravings and the many probable deficiencies. Thus the desire for the unnatural types of stimulants and depressants disappears the usual craving experiences and suffered in breaking away from drugs, alcohol and tobacco no longer are present themselves during after this diet" -A quote from "The Master Cleanser with Special Needs and Problems"
(the cleanse I'm on)

[philo_phobia]

I really really need to do this because my drinking has gotten out of hand to where my Paxil is reversing the affects.

[without_linen]

Yea I know how that is. Let me know when you do it.

[shh_its_hannah]

I love you and I want to be included on yours and kortneys dates!

[philo_phobia]

well i want to be included on your tv/movie watching dates. SO CALL ME! tonight even cause youre just around the corner<3