BTW...
the way I'm losing weight is by eating 3-5 tiny healthy meals a day.
I actually have gained weight by barely eatting anything.
Weird how that works huh?

I haven't updated in awhile.
But I am thinner than I've been in over a year.
My jeans are baggy and I'm able to fit in the size 7's I have not been able to fit in... in which feels like ages.
I do not know how much I weigh considering my scale ran out of batteries.
The journey is not over.
I want to get to a size 5.
I want to weigh 115.

Today I consumed about a thousand calories in junk food ( Read more... )

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I haven't updated in weeks. I know I've lost some weight... noticable weight that is considering I left my scale at my boyfriends. This weekend I moved into my new place, too stressed to eat. My arms and shoulders and chest look slimmer. Arms back thighs stomach hips still fat and disgusting. People are saying "wow tara you look great" thanks but I ( Read more... )

Today

breakfast:
1 can Kern's guava nectar
210 calories.
Small banana
30 calories

lunch:
some asian soup
240 calories.

Dinner: NONE- unless I'm really feeling weak, I'll have a small salad with
lemon juice, salt and cracked pepper in stead of fatty dressing. - 25 calories

Without dinner that puts me at about 480 calories with dinner 505.

Ugh! okay so last week was my birthday. My 21st meaning tons of eatting out and drinks ( Read more... )

I AM ( Read more... )

Last I posted I was 145lbs ( Read more... )