i feel lonely, empty, worthless and depressed.

i should feel strong

but i dont.

everything just fucking shits on me all at once.

somewhere in the road there is always a bump, right? so why is there like 50 million one after another..all the time. i want to believe it'll get better but im getting sort of tired of fighting. i dont know anymore. im used to it by now.

i feel so distant from everyone. like i'm living in my own world and i can't really relate to anyone else,besides you. i guess that's okay though, i've always been that way. i'm just going to have to get used to the fact that i'm always going to be an outsider, but as long as i have you looking from the outside in with me, i don't care. sounds ( Read more... )

i spent so much time crying over something that in the long run would mean absolutely nothing to me. looking back, i'm glad all that shit happened to me, it made me realize how strong i am. it feels good to actually be happy again, to actually be able to say that i have found someone who makes me feel better than what i thought i could never ( Read more... )

i really never thought i would feel this way again

everytime i look into your eyes i just know you're exactly what i've been waiting for. i don't care what anyone else says about you, you're mine, you make me so happy. and that's all that matters.

i know exactly what it is that gets you going, and i know exactly what to say to push your buttons, but even still i cant get you away from me. youre always crawling back to me. i cant do this bullshit anymore.

i feel like im just wasting my time

oh, we are so very precious, you and i ( Read more... )