I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

The problem with me is I put too much it myself into things and care too much. I invest everything I have into something that I don’t know will be forever. I can never just give a little bit. When I love, I do it with every ounce of my being and no one can love me as much as I love them. And finally when I stop giving a shit that’s when I get your ( Read more... )

I'm so in love with you that it scares the shit out of me. Typical post from me, I know. But no one reads these things anyway. I can't help but wonder what's in store for us. I hope to god I can keep you because you're everything to me

i haven't written in this in forever. i feel like no matter what i am stuck in the same cycle i've been in since i was 15. i find a guy, fall madly, crazily, head over heals in love with them. i lose all my friends because of this person, and then i break up with them because i want something new. i am never satisfied, ever.

sometimes i feel like i'll never truly be satisfied. maybe i am just meant to be alone. i dont know.

why do i always feel like this? it always sneaks up and finds me and then won't go away. i just feel like no one knows me anymore. i hate it.

everything in it's right place ♥

i love being happy now. i still think of you all the time though, and that sucks.

im gonna be okay. im gonna be okay. im gonna be okay. someone just drill that into my brain.

lifes so different now. reading this makes me sad. once again i threw everything down the drain for someone that in the end doesnt mean very much. i hate wasting my time. but i'm relly glad someone else came along.