do you ever feel like everything is your fault? i feel like everyone blames this on me, even i do. everywhere i turn i feel like someone is disappointed in me. i wish i could just crawl in a hole until everyone forgot who i was.

i hate feeling guilty

i'm so fucking stupid. i don't even know why i started to have feelings for someone like you in the first place. you're not my type at all. and now i find myself all upset because out of no where i don't exist to you anymore. i hate it, and i hate that i care so much because i finally learned not to care about anything. and now i remember why i ( Read more... )

i'm trying not to be a bitch to you because i really dont have a reason to be
but, i'd prefer if you never talked to me again
asshole

liking you is stupid because i know im too shallow to ever admit it
and i think you know it too, so thanks for giving up

i don't get it. why are all boys pussies? i mean, we're the ones with the vaginas here. get over it and move on, seriously.

my happiest memories ( Read more... )

i cant even believe how much has changed. i was thinking about it today, and i've had this livejournal since freshmen year and im already a junior. it's so weird to think about how much has happened in the past three years. and now i have to grow up soon... shit.

i am so attracted to you
and
i
don't
know
why

this is so unreal..

its so weird that i never have anything interesting to write about anymore.
summer has been fun, for the time i've been able to do things.
all i ever do is work, although it's not bad there, i actually love it.
lollapalooza is coming up soon, and i'm wayyy overly excited for it.
i really hope i meet a cute hippy boy there, i think that'd be preeettty ( Read more... )