R.I.P. ALLIE RUBIELLA

MAY UR SOUL FIND PEACE AND REST IN A BETTER PLACE
MAY UR FAMILY FIND COMFORT
MAY UR FRIENDS REMEMBER U WITH THE PASSION IN WHICH U HELD

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Ive started smoking again

I hope it kills me

I HATE BEING THE ONE WHO SITS THERE AND LISTENS TO PEOPLES PROBLEMS THEN THEY TURN ON ME THE NEXT SECOND ACTING AS THOUGH IM THE FUCKING ENEMY, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, I HELP EVERYONE ELSE WHAT ABOUT ME I HAVE MY OWN FUCKING PROBLEMS. LIFE ISNT WORTH THIS SHIT, WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING, WHERE IS MY FUCKING TRUE LOVE. WTF IS WRONG WITH GOD, HE SURE ( Read more... )

I dated this girl renee in the 7th and 8th grade, we broke up cause she moved to florida. but i moved to florida and that hurt even more knowing she was right there. then i moved back to alaska and the first day of school she was right there next to me in english. her hair her face her eyes her every moment of life beautiful, we became best friends ( Read more... )

Last friday at work i slipped on water and my knee cap went the the back side of my leg so they had to push it back in place and now my knee is fucked up permanitly i can walk but im in this huge metal thing which makes me look like terminator for 3 weeks till they can examine and hopefully get it off so i can get back to work and make money, i ( Read more... )

Today i started to think about jennifer a lot and i can only imagine how our lives would be if we hadnt moved away from each other and stayed together, i love her so much and we both want to be together but she has changed so much into a person i cant stand anymore, if she would only go home and get her act together i could possible see us together ( Read more... )

ok well a lot has happened in the past months and i promise ill get to it but for now im just gonna say im back and ive gotten my life together, i applied for 7 jobs yesterday and i found a car im buying for 850 and yes it runs and im moving out of my house into an apartment with friends who i love to death and well yea lots to tell ( Read more... )

Ok so a lot has happened since i last posted, I have learned i have heart disease and may have a hernia which i am probably getting surgery done over spring break, I have found out that jacki now has a bf which blows cock because she was my one tru love and now she has lost me and im tired of being alone so im trying to get into a relationship with ( Read more... )

Sry guys I had to delete most of my friends list so if u dont see urself on my list then just delete me too, dont ask why it is just because....

Sry to those I deleted,

Phily

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