I keep thinking about the phone call that I got yesterday, those of you who were there, know what i'm talking about, and those of you who dont....it doesn't really matter
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hey, i have no idea what happened in your past that was so awful, but i do know that i can't wait to get back to school and hang out with you and mr. bill again. i missed you so much last semester! i really hope you don't leave ambrose. i've felt a lot of the same things you wrote about, but i guess you just have to remember that nothing is permanent, and time keeps going (whether you want it to or not), so eventually, this rough spot will pass. hang in there, and don't give up on all relationships- you have too much to offer! i'm moving in on wednesday, so i'll give ya a call when i get in. :)
Thanks :) I think wed is my busiest days in training...but i should be done by 9. I do know for sure that I have some free time on thursday. I believe it's from 2-430, so maybe we could hang out then. I will give you a call still on wed.
You already know how I feel about all of this. I promise it wiil all be okay..even if it means severe ass kickings from yours truly ;). I do want to say something though. I tried to say it last night, but the wording just didn't come out right. In response to this section :
"I have decided because I really can't trust anyone anymore. All my friends believe that I lead people on, and that all I do is hurt. No matter what I say, I guess it doesn't mean anything."
I hate the phrase "lead people on". It makes it sound so intentional. As your friend, I am not going to lie, it does happen with you, BUT I know it has never been intentional. You want so badly to make everyone happy, and the last thing you want to do is hurt anyone. Yes, it can lead people to believe you want more than friendship, but honestly it's something that is just as much their problem as it is yours. You are one of those guys that all girls are looking for Phil. I know it causes you (and a few of your friends) extra drama sometimes, but we're willing to help
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hey phil, so i know it's been a couple years since we've really had a heart to heart but please don't doubt that you're a good person, you are good people phil, i've always known that, i don't know what type of drama you're dealing with but if you ever need someone out of the loop to vent too pick up your phone and call me. i want to see you happy. - sarah r.
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"I have decided because I really can't trust anyone anymore. All my friends believe that I lead people on, and that all I do is hurt. No matter what I say, I guess it doesn't mean anything."
I hate the phrase "lead people on". It makes it sound so intentional. As your friend, I am not going to lie, it does happen with you, BUT I know it has never been intentional. You want so badly to make everyone happy, and the last thing you want to do is hurt anyone. Yes, it can lead people to believe you want more than friendship, but honestly it's something that is just as much their problem as it is yours. You are one of those guys that all girls are looking for Phil. I know it causes you (and a few of your friends) extra drama sometimes, but we're willing to help ( ... )
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