It's been exactly a year and a day since I wrote in here last...It's amazing that they kept my profile, I would have thought it would be gone ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a while since I've written in this. I guess since the beginning of the semester...and here goes with the bad shit again. It seems all I write in here is something sad or disheartening. Oh well, I don't really want to write this anywhere else, and I really want to get my thoughts out ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long week, and the next 2 are going to be longer. Training has been alright, but it's been really long. We have done so much, but I feel like I have accomplished nothing. It has been great to get to know all of these people, but it seems like 9 days is a long time to spend with the same people, especially when we aren't learning ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about the phone call that I got yesterday, those of you who were there, know what i'm talking about, and those of you who dont....it doesn't really matter ( Read more... )

Well, I was on a walk to night, and I had a few thoughts that I thought I might want to write down. Now, you probably are going to think this a bit depressing, but before you judge this entry, I ask that you read 'til the end, and take everything with a grain of salt ( Read more... )

Well, it looks as though things are coming to a close here. Sad, but very very true. It has finally started to set in that I'm coming home in 7 days. It's really strange to think about it, and it's really weird. I am going to miss it so much here, I am going to miss all of the fun times and different people that I have met here. I really don't ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I am even trying. I do my best, and try and do what I want to do...all that seems to happen is people just bring me down. Are they threatened that I actually might succeed, or am I just that big of a screw up?

Just some random things that I wrote ( Read more... )

I'm tired of it...I got some motivation to just do whatever I want now. I'm not gonna let anyone tell me what to do. I'll share some of the things that people sent me ( Read more... )

Yea, this is probably going to be a rant, and I probably wont even keep it up ( Read more... )