Tired/Wired/Worried

[phireeyes3]

For a split second I wondered how I could feel so tired and so wired at the same time. Then I remembered thats what it feels like for me to be bipolar in the summer. How quickly one forgets. Its like when you get strep throat, its always worse than you remembered it. People dont seem to remember pain well. I always forget that when I get wired

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[aluneedislove]

i can only imagine how confusing these emotions are for you. especially since it is not only whether or not you have a man but there is one and only one you want but he is unattainable. all i can really say is im sorry. i have been there time and time again. sometimes letting go of that person who makes you feel safe is really scary but can be the healthiest thing you do for yourself.

and i say if you are okay and have come to terms with calling yourself crazy then do it. heck, its your life. live it!