the first part wasn't bad...

[phishgrrl]

but the second half of this day is really kicking my ass.  I'm feeling really hopeless and down about the fact that I need a job and can't get one.  Tomorrow is the last day of summer playground, so that's the end of my summer childcare.  I really want to contribute, but the idea of job searching literally terrifies me.  I was gonna call the

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It's always been an issue with me. =(

[phishgrrl]

Thank you so much for being supportive...

Re: It's always been an issue with me. =(

[phishgrrl]

Oh yeah, and I am on a course of treatment for it now. I see the psychiatrist again next weds., and for at least 12 more visits after that.
I'm on 75mg Effexor 3x a day, .5mg Klonopin 3x day if I need it (I did today!), and 5mg Haldol as a mood stabilizer 1x at night. Some days I feel normal and others are like today.

[sleepwalks]

i think you're fantastic.

if you're near me someday i'll take you out for coffee, even though i don't even know you, and we'll giggle about really dumb shit for hours on end.

[phishgrrl]

awww, thanks! just seeing bea arthur cheers me up a little.