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i dont want to go to a doctor.... i donno what the fuck is wrong with me.. why are people judging me... wtf wtf wtf..... i dont understand.. why do i wanna do this... arrrrr..an;giuoanghuobn -
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hmmm... what hectic times.... sometimes i feel like there is no point to all of this.. and then someone does something so nice and so caring it really give me hope.... the little things every day really make the biggest difference ( Read more... ) -
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jes and me broke up....
so being in love twice and my heart breaking twice.. i dont think i can take anymore... -
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im a dad... i hate where i live.... i hate my job... i hate everything thats going on with me right now... i really wish i had a better support channel... but ... when it comes down to it.. i dont know who to call at these times... i thought i could call this one person.. but ... i think that would be a bother.... i know i can call this otehr ( Read more... ) -
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i spent the last three days crying and i cant stop im going to seek professional help soon... im alone... jes is not sure of thigns becuz of my conditions... i smother her.. i smother everyone and eventually im alone.. so whatever... dianne was right.. im gonna be miserable and a lone forever... i deserve it...... so yesterday was a overdose adn ( Read more... ) -
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im living... put in my background check paperwork today.. getting promoted is a long and gay p[rocess but i guess it will be worth it in the end woot.... -
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for the first time in awhile today i started crying and couldn't stop... goddammit.. im so weak.. fucking fuck shit.. and fuck everyone goddammit shit fuck... Armageddons come save me ( Read more... ) -
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hmmm... well.. ya... work was ok.. was gonna go hold jes jes after work but i think she accidently left her phone on silent .. oh well... dianne emailed me back @)@... still a bitch.. but whatever.. i just wanted to say i was sorry again... im sorry for too much though maybe ( Read more... ) -
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well... im kinda bored.. dropped jes jes off at work and now im looking for somthing to do ( Read more... ) -
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im not doing a very good job of keeping myself or anyone around me happy right now.... so blah.. whatever.....