When I was little I used to get natural highs all the time. If I was tired or happy, I would feel like I was dreaming, and what I said never felt real. People never really understood that, and it never happens anymore. I love my little flashbacks I get now, though.

At least this is another experience. Even though it is a broken heart. I feel like someone I love has died. Life continues normally, but when I think of something that reminds me of you, "My Girl," silly clothes, even KFC, I feel stunned, too stunned to cry, until I do cry, and it just feels like a sickness that won't go away until I force myself ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot, and I have come to realize my great powers as a woman. I'm very happy to be one, and I've decided for the new year that I should make some resolutions to make the best out of this newfound glory ( Read more... )

Today I got a bikini for five dollars and yesterday I got pants for three dollars. That's what I call lucky. Guess what, there is a Kabbalah Centre by my house! HAHA! I wonder if Britney and Madonna go there. And it's not the Kabbalah Center, it's the Kabbalah SONT-RUH. Mmmhmm. More fun around the homefront. Two like fourteen year-olds were sitting ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I woke up and was obese. My only thought was "Wow, I must have ate too much for dinner last night." I shopped a lot today. It felt pretty good. Snap.

I hate Christmas. It's a letdown. I would say I like it because I get to see my family, but for the most part my family is a bunch of jerks. I'd really rather be in Laguna with my mom and grandma than nearly crying because we don't have a tree and I won't get any presents. I hate the childish hopefulness that gets stuck inside of you and stays ( Read more... )

I am causing lots of trouble today, I guess. My mom yelled at me for this and that. Stuff that shouldn't even be an issue. If Mama aint happy aint nobody happy. Ahhhh. Today was nice though, all the way up until I had to go to work and sit with the kids' crazy grandpa. It was warm, I took one final, I got to go walk down by the river and put my ( Read more... )

I was walking down a pathway back from the gym when I saw something in the darkness that looked like a giant cat. I started walking slower towards it, and it moved, and I saw that it was a big, creepy raccoon. I walked across the way from it, because lately I've been dreaming of small animals latching onto my ankles and making me bleed. I then saw ( Read more... )

Well, I have bruises on my wrists because I am in an abusive relationship. My neck is sore and I also have a sore muscley feeling in my hips. I dunno. Something is wrong with me. Soon I will go home to Las Vegas and work at my old job and have fun. One of my favorite thing in the world is money. I also really like shopping, which is why I like ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now, I feel like someone slipped me a roofie, then left. Maybe they'll come back and rape me when I fall asleep.