Hey peoples! This is Chelsea updating Tyler's journal for him because he hasn't in a looooong time! I hung out with him this weekend and it was really fun! We did a lot of random things because we are cool like that. He is making me a CD because he's my friend and he can do cool things like that. He is in his Senior year at Heritage and I think he ( Read more... )

holy mother fucking long time no update batman. Anyway, I've found a lot of things out about myself lately, and some about other people, and some things other people knew about me before i did. It's quiet weird...anyway, i thought i would just do something funa nd post it here ( Read more... )

I had dreams...hopes...all that good stuff...then i found out...now...it's nothing but fantasys...things that will never come true...is this is how love is supose to be...is it supose to hurt like this...is it supose to feel like hell. Is it supose to slowly eat away at your heart...until there is nothing left? Is it supose to make me wish I was ( Read more... )

Today, I truely learned what full fledged emotinal pains feels like. I truly am ment to be alone in this cruel world. I don't mean to whine, but does anybody actually like me? I mean, this is bull shit. Everybody in my room has somebody who loves them...but one person...guess what...ME! i hate being ugly and retarded. It's so gay, i wish i was born ( Read more... )

I have nothing to update today, slepted all day, so i'll just put some songs in here ( Read more... )

Well, I had a great day at school, started off upset with Chelsea, but i can't stay mad at her. At lunch her asshole, oops, i mean friend, kicked me away from her. Then i think it was in fifth hour, somebody asked me out, not sure if she ment it or not; but still, it made me happy, but i said turned her down. Sixth hour sucked, the new kids fuckin ( Read more... )

OK, every year since out of Merrill Schools, my life has sucked. My birthdays go without any "happy birthday tyler" or any acknowledgement at all. I have not had any friends over for the past 3 years for any of my celebrations. I've been invited to maybe 3 partys, 2 of them i couldn't go to cause my mom's retarded. The other one was boring as hell ( Read more... )

Well today was my first day of school, and i was happy to go back so i could see my friends again. Chelsea looked more beautiful that ever. She was gorgeous. She was so awesome today. Anyway, i got sidetracked. Krystal grew her hair back out, she looks a lot better in my opinion; and brad is still a gay bragging show off. Anyway, i'm playing a game ( Read more... )

I had the scariest dream last night. I dreamed I killed myself, then everything went black for the rest of the night. I'm serious; I woke up scared as hell. I'm just glad it was a dream becaue i want to see all my friends again. Especially the one chic. I love her so much...hehe...anyway, i'm leaving. bye ( Read more... )

Well, now i'm kina depressed because Chelsea is graduating soon, and i will never ever see her again. It's going to be weird. anyway, i got a new picture thingy, it's not longer Edge. Went to the doctars today and found out my foot was infected, and i have no idea how it got infected, apeartly it was because i was sitting on it to much. To be hones ( Read more... )