Not sure why I am writing here... I totally don't even wanna do bloooooooging. I just never seem to have anything to say anymore. Isn't that sad? I can't even be bothered to spare a sentance of two for facebook once a week. Huh. I used to have a lot to say on here. At least there's a lot of entries with writing in them that say stuff. Stuff was ( Read more... )

I decided to delete the last entry. It's not that other people really read this, but I guess it was just too personal to keep up there. Sadly, since the only way I can really talk to the person in question is via the journal I guess that's just the way it is when you have something to say. The only advice I can give in this situation is never to ( Read more... )

Well folks, it's not a very happy entry, but it has to be said somewhere, by someone...by me. Three years ago I said good-bye to my Avery. He was my dog and my best friend and about the closest to a child I'm ever gonna get all rolled up into one beautiful blond package of joy. He was lost to cancer, very sudden, nothing could be done. I'm still ( Read more... )

I just don't know how people can put stuff they write or whatever out for everyone to see. My hat goes off to everyone who does it. It gives me far too much anxiety. Then again, what does not give my lame ass anxiety these days? I just deleted my stories. They were getting a fair amount of hits, but I just can't shake the feeling that they sucked. ( Read more... )

Well, no crazy ass flesh eating pills for me this time! Actually, something was offered to me that is rather exciting. I left the doctor feeling as hopeful as I’ve ever been. See the doc told me about this new pill that, although it’s prescription, is an all natural kinda thing. It all has to do with folic acid.

Apparently the brain really likes ( Read more... )

    I figure I might as well update this thing. Life has been, eh, so/so. Good because I've been writing up storm lately. I had a conversation in my last entry that inspired me. And to top it off I actually posted something I wrote! Posted. Public. Up for everyone to see. I know this may not mean much to one who puts their creative efforts out ( Read more... )

.......chases the bad thoughts away. At least for a little while; and that's good enough for me. 'Cept when one's partner berates her for not posting her own writing.
Because, I say, I can't write.
Yes, you can, replies he.
*sigh*
Maybe someday.

* head spins......yes, but getting better
*fish......fantastic! Got a betta fish, one of the little guys that look like pieces of ribbon floating around in tiny bowls. Little dude eats off my fingertips and lets me pet him! How cool is that?
*exercise.....YEEEES! Finally happening again. *sigh* I've got so much catching up to do. Good thing I freakin ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again, typing in my lamejournal for God only knows what reason. Most of the time it’s cuz I’m bored. How bored can one be at 8 in the morning you ask, well, very...apparently. Seriously, I’m not so much bored as I am suffering the dizzy spells and “zaps” on account of the fact that the good ol’ Dr. wants me on this different pill, ( Read more... )

I hate having the carpet cleaned. That's what's happening right now. Or, to be more specific, the carpet is drying. That sucks too. Carpet cleaning is like moving, except NOT moving. Poo.
Oh well, computer room is not getting done so here I am.
How about some fish pics? They're not very good, but better than nothing considering my camera. I've been ( Read more... )