Devastation of the soul. Mental collapse lurking and unavoidable ( Read more... )

Body numb, cold and aching I stand flawed again. Success taken again in the blink of an eye! Walking farther away from the goals I hold dear. Crying painfully while I feel destroyed again. Wash away the tears and hurt with the only thing you know. Shut the body down hide in a corner and wait for it all to turn black ( Read more... )

Body numb, cold and aching I stand flawed again. Success taken again in the blink of an eye! Walking farther away from the goals I hold dear. Crying painfully while I feel destroyed again. Wash away the tears and hurt with the only thing you know. Shut the body down hide in a corner and wait for it all to turn black ( Read more... )

Internal war rages on inside the mind of the deranged. Ice pick murders in the mind of formality. Watching it all fall down like ashes in the wind. Skulls cracked into dust and limbs ground into meat ( Read more... )

Locked away in ah room, in my mind while my body takes a walk! Don't know where I start or end! One thing for sure this is not real! Walk in the darkness unsure of what is to come. Pray for light but a veil of darkness prevails ( Read more... )

Wishing for time and space to collapse. Having no answers to the questions that plague me! Losing all hope in the end. Step lightly as the earth may shallow you whole ( Read more... )

On a lack of sleep feeling the vile push further up my throat. Dry heaves and cold sweats keep=en me up all night. Heart pounding like an african bumble bee! Waiting for the lights to turn out so I can rest. High strung from the night from hell. Waiting to make a judgment call ( Read more... )

Life slips away in a blur pick the drink up and watch it all fade away. Sip sweet demons of ignorance down one by one. Slit the wrists to ease the pain. Wait for the blood to flee and begin to seep ( Read more... )

Walking a thin line fueled by anger and rage. Ticking time bomb waiting to explode. Not much more time to waist in these small hours. Tragic and misunderstood I still bewildered. Unsure of where I go from here ( Read more... )

Everyone around me is a psycho in this world of madness so pure. Slip and a crack the man has been broken again! Walk in and out of sanity watch it all fall apart once again. Darkness fills the room clock reads 03:30 hours in the morning ( Read more... )