It's been hell but hey three weeks off the operating table as of Thursday. Besides getting uber screwed over this weekend and ending up in La Hospital for Saturday and Most of Sunday my life has been going very well. My leg doesn't feel paralyzed any more thank you god! I finally worked out the meds that pooled in that group of muscles in my ( Read more... )

Well operations suck ass but hey I made it through the first one. I've got my gal by my side and that is all that matters to me. I'll catch you all around in a few weeks once I'm back to being a little bit mobile.

My view’s on a belief is that I depend on myself alone in the end. One can measure success in one’s own beliefs and views. It is the perception of others that changes the way things shape up ( Read more... )

It reminds me of an acid trip yet not as intense. Was pretty fun considering it costs a shit load. Though fun times where

Holding the fort is such a bitch. That is all nothing follows

Blood soaked rags reconstruction a success. Sadistic smiles fill the room, with demons on there shoulders. The man in a drug induced coma questions the validity of life ( Read more... )

Got a MRI today my right knee is FUBAR. Should know what I need to get it fixed on the 22. Untill then I bid you all ah-do.

Bleak blackened earth stained in ruin lye's before me. I scream for the relief I do so seek. none to be found here on the front lines. Mental warfare the worst of all I see now. Answers the questions only lead to more dead bodies ( Read more... )

04:50 hour’s current thoughts insane to say the least, words like fat idiot run through the mind. I wonder if I’m losing it all so quickly I can’t comprehend it? This is the beginning of my journals of this night journey from hell ( Read more... )

Dark figure black of night a plea for help ( Read more... )