part of me is missing.

i think i know where i left it. and i'm not sure how to get it back, or if i need it at all.

perhaps in time the hole will close over.

i saw on the news this morning that the christian right is having a shit fit because the "freedom from religion" organization posted within spitting distance of their nativity scene a sign that denounces religion in the capitol of washington state. not christian religion alone, all religions, each and every one are being denounced, but only the ( Read more... )

bigotry enrages me. i don't know any other way to put it ( Read more... )

so will save this here so i don't lose it ( Read more... )

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so last night at work, a young couple came in from the cold. they told me their car had broken down up the road, and they had hiked in the freezing weather all the way to the hotel, and wanted to use the phone, etc... none of their friends from the college could come get them because apparently by 9 p.m. on a friday they were all already drunk. ( Read more... )

fat and docile, big and dumb ( Read more... )

they gave her 3 days to live. she developed luekimia. they're preparing the funeral now.

i don't know what to do, to say... anything. i have so much in my head. and so little coming out of my mouth.

... i hope she's not in pain.... my poor cousin. *sigh*

my aunt is still in the hospital. her temperature has gone down to 101.

but her body isn't producing red blood cells anymore. and basically without the red blood cells to transport oxygen to the rest of her body, her organs and limbs are slowly suffocating.

its not good.
and i'm not happy at all.

so, i got a call from my grandparents earlier today. my aunt (who's white blood cells have been low ever since the chemo) got admitted to the hospital this weekend. her temperature shot up to close to 104. its not looking good. they're trying some new medicines, hoping for the best ( Read more... )