"Screaming feed me, fill me up again; temporarily pacify this hungering..."

[phoenixillusion]

So this is what it comes down to. Struggling with my academics and venturing off on tangents that ended up in dead ends, I conclude that I have a long year ahead of me in completing my Psychology major and German minor [aka graduating and moving out of Jersey. At this shithole RU, the costs of attending are expected to skyrocket. It will seriously

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[cute_beast]

It was so uplifting to read all of that, you just made my day.
It seems like a tough road to go down, but it's not impossible. Go for it, it definetly sounds great for you. :D

[phoenixillusion]

i'm glad i could provide some sort of inspiration to you, angel! *hugs*

i'm hoping i don't bite off more than i can chew, but i'm hungry hehe :P

[bloody_adorable]

I wish you lluuuuuuccckkk!! You can do ANYTHING you put your mind to!!

And WOW, those pics are GORGEOUS!!

[phoenixillusion]

thanks for having faith in me, bebe!

hehe, i love the first two... the last two are the views from my 'backyard' (well, not exactly my backyard, but a view from a mountaintop at a reservation a few miles from my house, so lit. my backyard. it's facing the direction of my house, buried in those trees heehee) =)

[nickelbackfan]

Pretty pictures! *hugs you* I wish you the best 'o' luck, and so does my little Leprechaun friend, Sammy O' Reilly. :D

If you ever feel like it's too much--I suggest meditating some.*sounds like the hippie dork she is* It makes a person feel more in line.*shrugs*

[phoenixillusion]

spanks sweetheart! meditating indubidably rawks. i haven't meditated in a long time. i have trouble finding a spot quiet enough to not distract the everloving hell out of me.

p.s. hippies are cool :D

[nickelbackfan]

I sit in my shower when all else fails. *giggles like a moron*

[phoenixillusion]

let me ask you, are you wiccan by any chance?

[schlechte_hase]

Pretty pics, extremely long entry. lol

Glad you're in shape. I'm not, but I've maintained a weight under 120 pounds so far. I don't think that will work for me.

[phoenixillusion]

120 is a wonderful weight! don't go under that unless you're lik 4'0" hehe

and yea, i tend to ramble sometimes, especially when i haven't written in a long time