Wow. It's been a year since I wrote here, and so much has happened I don't even know where to start. I've really begun the whole growing up process. After graduating Rutgers in May (by the skin of my teeth, but I did it, fuck yea!!) I was employed with Sony within 3 days. I am still working there, seeking a permanent position either as a Business ( Read more... )

So this is what it comes down to. Struggling with my academics and venturing off on tangents that ended up in dead ends, I conclude that I have a long year ahead of me in completing my Psychology major and German minor [aka graduating and moving out of Jersey. At this shithole RU, the costs of attending are expected to skyrocket. It will seriously ( Read more... )

to try and describe the transition i've made, from weak little girl to indulgent, deviant woman, is difficult and erotic and sudden and heart-stopping. to look back at the fall months and remember the pain that crippled me and the incessant raging sorrow i fell in love with makes me cringe with repulsion and regret. if i could shake myself sane, ( Read more... )

I can sum up last night like this ( Read more... )

i would fall screaming from the atmosphere ( Read more... )

I am so E-SITED!! OMG I can hardly wait. I just finished picking up the rest of the stuff I wanted to get for the trip, and all I have to do is clean up and pack a little bit. My mom is driving me to the airport around 430am *ugh* but by 10am Monday morning I'll be in LOS ANGELES!!! My home away from home ( Read more... )

Well countdown to LA is officially 2 weeks! I am so fucking excited I can hardly contain myself. The thoughts of those gorgeous LA days and fun-filled, scandalous Hollywood nights gets my pulse racing and my nerves atingle. I miss Markus terribly, and although I am dreading with a severe fear the extent of time I'll have to wait to see him again ( Read more... )

For those of you who support a man who cares for nothing but the size of his wallet - I also assume you agree with his belief that it's his divine right by God to be our President?

First of all, there is never, ever a good reason to mix politics with religion. The separation of church and state is an important instituion - religion is a personal ( Read more... )

BowBe4UrGoddess: im going to fling a severed, sauteed and flambeed penis at you ( Read more... )

ICH HAB KEINE LUST ( Read more... )