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[phoenixsblaze]

My wisdom tooth as worn down enough for me to be able to eat without it trying to gash my cheek open now.. For that I'm glad. Tam and I are working a lot out but its slow going at best.. I know if I get the money up She'll be able to leave her job and go full time mom like she's wanting. I'm not comfortable with it.. Infact I'm a touch mroe uneasy

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[ex_darklord]

Sometimes the people closest to you are the hardest to confide in. For example I often talk to internet friends hundreds of miles away but talk to my family about little. Sometimes it's helpful to have the thoughts of someone outside the situation, an objective opinion.

[crayzeelikeafox]

riffin's right. Its not easy to talk to the people I live with. But I try. but that goes two ways. For instance you've not told me a damn thing about how you feel about my job. You havent told me you're any MORE uncomfortable than started, and you havent even -tried- to convey your feelings to me. So dont get onto me if you wont do it yourself sweetheart. You talk to Amanda online more than you do me. And I'm fine with that. In fact Im fine with most anything these days because if I can do this job and you can trust me with it then I should be able to trust you with everyone else. So yeah. But I'm not going to apologise for not talking to you about how i feel if you cant do the same. I'm just not. I love you. Talk to me or dont. But dont get frustrated with me when you clam up too. Riffin's right. And its time you acknowledged that.

[phoenixsblaze]

Well last night's talk helped. I know I talk to Mandy a lot hun. Its like with you talking to Stephen and them too but I hadn't conveyed much. And I know its a two way street.. and I am working on it. And I had opened up. I know we'll make it.

[crayzeelikeafox]

I told you once and I'll tell you again. I dont really care what you do with who anymore hun.