Well y'all.. It finally happened.. One of my wisdom teeth broke and in a bad place too.. Trust me, it hurts to eat. I've been having a lot of moments since it broke that I would try not to.. get away with not eating but when it came down to it, my body would win out and I'd end up getting something to eat.. It makes talking difficult as well ( Read more... )

I've never been good with some tests because I'm too honest for my own good.. Yeah.. I meessed up but I'm not giving up. I'm not going to fail! Despite the grief I'm getting about everything. I feel bad enough that I didn't get the job at Rent-A-Center, shit happens. I'm not trying to fail, I'm wanting to get out of there before the place shuts ( Read more... )

I would have to say.. My alarm clock's posessed >_< I went to bed at nine cause.. Well.. Maddy was asleep, that was opportunity right there and when I went into our room. Tam was sound asleep on my side of the bed. If it wasn't for the alarm clock being there I woulda just left it at that and crawled in and went to sleep. She was wide awake when I ( Read more... )

Things are starting to go on the up an' up guys. Tam and I are feeling better about each other and starting to get closer again. We're spending more time together which helps a lot mind you instead of so much time on the computer. Maddy's gettin' to where she can really start to kick o_O We'll put her in her jumper and she'll start bouncin' and ( Read more... )

The Phoenix and family are on the air! Now upgraded to Broadband DSL and everything is settled in a lot faster now that things have been talked about and taken care of. Maddy's been fussy lately but I think its just Maddy bein' Maddy as usual. In time, however, whenever the finances can be settled in; We'll be setting up for a major move of all ( Read more... )

Am I really that boring.. Am I really that bad..? What have I done.. to cause such a thing.. To cause someone I love with all my heart to be so distant and so bared down on me..? I know I made some mistakes.. But I corrected them and I bettered myself.. So why.. Why does this happen now.. I sit here.. shaking.. Not knowing what I've done wrong.. ( Read more... )

Well for starters it was a good day yesterday.. Maddy went to her gran'ma's and we had gone out to get some things taken care of that dear -God- it needed to be done! An oil change for the car still needs to be completed before its all over and I can do that m'self rather than go to Wal-Mart and have them do it.. Granted I could do that and get the ( Read more... )

Sometimes in life youshould take a look at what you have.. Aparently.. I shouldn't on days I feel down and express myself.. I have a loving wife, a lovely daughter.. But for some reason.. deep down it feels as though I'm trying to wreck everything.. Like I'm trying to push everything away and find myself back to where I started.. A place I don't ( Read more... )

Oh man was work a pain today o_O. Its been hard enough when you go to work not knowing if you're going to be working a full day or not btu then when that job is said an' done and you're left waiting? That on its own raises flags. But we managed to get out at 2:30 but I got out the door a little late. So I had a clock to beat home. So I get home, ( Read more... )

Due to lack of sleep and stress on the financial front.. I've started to become more.... Irritable and snappy towards people when I'm not meanin' to... Today. I was at the doctors with Tam and Maddy and I was just fine but for some reason now even some of the smallest things trigger me to get annoyed or upset and I just stop talking. I'm really not ( Read more... )