i work almost 40 hours a week now. still fucking hate the job though ( Read more... )

i just had the best sex of my life.

just thought you oughta know.

oh and i love sarah

i have and over active sex drive.

i was gunna set some stuff on fire today. but decided not to. because im better than that. and those are memories i dont regret having. its not a part of my life that i want to just burn away.
i dont have internet at my house. so this is gunna be my last like post for a while.
so yeah.

things are great with sarah. i love her. to death.

never been ( Read more... )

i purposely missed the bus got all upset about it. got all dressed and shit and ran out the door saying if i start walking now ill make it. and walked down the road. climbed up a tree where i could see my drive way and shit. watched her boyfriend change her tire cause some how she got a bad flat this morning. hence her being home to watch me miss ( Read more... )

The Lover And The Liar"

[Whispers if you play backwards:]
How does it feel to know that you've taken someone's smile

We're on a search to find the feeling for which we all die
It appeared the answer to the problem
And a reason to smile

Two lost hearts and one caught in the middle
They came together and the other fell apart
It appeared the answer to the ( Read more... )

I dont want to be the bad guy. but I know this would bother any other person. I dont want to be a jealous person but I just cant help it when it comes down to who it is.

im even friends with that person.

and im still not totaly okay with it. and i know ill proly get yelled at for this. and  i guess its worth it if i want to voice whats wrong.  at ( Read more... )

everythings much better.
cause im cool like that.
so fresh and so clean. just took a shower.
oh yeah

Sarahs mad at me cause the other night i blew her off to hang out with sam and amber at the gay car. i was in the wrong i should have at least called her or something. ive been crying for the last what i dunno sence about 2 am last night. i couldnt fucking sleep i feel sick to my stomach i havent eaten. this is tearing me apart. i knew the second i ( Read more... )

yess. CSI is the shit.
i came to the realization the other night  how much my heath/ personal dynamics teacher really changed my life
like the whole excersize about peer pressure. he just told us all to stand up and hold out our arms to the side.
the row that could make it the longest won. if one person in your row put down thier arms youre whole row ( Read more... )