There are so many things more important than that but then where are you drawing a line? How do you measure when your opinion on anything should matter, when you should care to stand to it even if it means to be called names and to stand almost alone with this kind of view? Where do we start to care about stuff ( Read more... )

1. 2013There are a lot of things that come to mind if I think about last year. It was hard, extremly so. In years to come I doubt I will ever forget this year in good and in bad. First few months I had to deal again with the fact that I had not enough money and that I needed to change my job pretty fast. At the same time I started to look out for ( Read more... )

The hardest thing in life is to fight for someone, again and again but to lose anyway. I guess this sums it up, how the past years must have been with Whitney Houston ( Read more... )

The sun is rising again and a new day starts, maybe the very first day in years we could consider as a real chance for finding peace again. For the first time in ten years on Ground Zero is something touchable, something where people are finally allowed to grief. This memorial and the very fact that Bin Laden was finally caught months ago allowed a ( Read more... )

I'm really..buffled right now, considered I found the chapters I thought lost in one drawer of my desk. At some point it seems I used to print my writing out. This gives me a chance to look into "Low Shine of Light" again...no excuses there anymore xD.

The Sun was long set, the daylight forgotten when the moon rose and put a silvery light
over the lands. Between the woods in the middle of this little forest one could
only see shadows. He was walking slowly, carefully not daring to make any more
light than really needed.

He knew somewhere in this forest was a monster, though at first he couldn’t ( Read more... )

Probably a conversation what will hunt me for many years.

"Is this fair?", asked my father.

"Dad," I turn my head so I can look at him, "Life just isn't fair."

Whatever happened that I start to explain my father how this world works, I mean seriously...?

Do you know this feeling if you see how cloudy the sky becomes, how very dark and everything ( Read more... )

So there is a Webwar going on to get ride of LJ because anyone has a problem with people blogging about things they care, namely russian people. It is annoying and all to have my my daily schedule destrubed...lets be honest, I love to surf through my flist, having ontd on it is another thumpup and mighty entertaining too ( Read more... )

Life is though, we all heard it and probably a lot more know how true it is but do we hear, listen if we find people who just can't bear life? Drugs, alcohol just anything to numb our mind, to make it seem easier to bear life in it's self.
There are people out there, so many in fact, who just can't bear life without this escapes and truly I can ( Read more... )

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....breaking, just a little bit. You know, I was over it, I really was but damn it, it is pulling me right back in. Just perfect that video. Esp. this similarity between this scenes of their past lifes.