i worry myself over things that i have no business worrying about. i'm not sure how to mend this problem, and as many times as i tell myself to CALM DOWN, to just STOP IT, it doesn't work. the worst part is, i'm not even sure if there's anything to worry about. what in the god damn hell ( Read more... )

i am never, EVER, leaving my house this close to christmas ever again. i generally can't deal with people's driving idiocy, but it is a quadrillion times worse around now. i thought i was going to give myself a brain aneurysm. what makes it bad was that i had to either take meridian, which is OFF LIMITS or 94th, which runs right up behind the mall ( Read more... )

today was a good day, in a lot of ways ( Read more... )

dear ipod ( Read more... )

so i've known for a while that i have mostly no self control. there are a lot of things that i need to do if i plan on living past 35, these include: no more drugs, no more extreme amounts of disgusting unhealthy death inducing foods, exersize, actual..you know..work; aka getting off of the internet occassionally to take care of responsiblities. ( Read more... )

my new favorite article of clothing arrived in the mail today. i probably won't take it off for a good week straight. i'll take a picture of it if i ever find my webcam in this filth ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me. :)

i was talking to a friend last night and they said something about it being hard to talk to me because i make myself inaccessable. which i mostly agree with, but i never expected someone from the internet to point it out to me. i sat and pondered it for a while and decided, based on my recent attempts to engage in conversation with people i ( Read more... )

i've got this bright idea flashing around in my head. it's another one that i probably couldn't go through with, no matter how much i wanted to, but like all of the other ones, it's a nice thought. someone, probably christina, mentioned something about jared buying himself a one-way ticket to europe. i wonder if he wants company ( Read more... )

shit, that works too.

it's going to be a long day.