i havent written in ages, so.... yeah.

Im trying to write, but I just cant. Nothing is working anymore. This thing is destroying me, and i dont want it to. I dont know whats going on anymore... its just not working

I need to see people.. but I just cant do it. I need to talk it over, but i dont want to

God, Its literally be ages since the last entry. Well, a lot has happend since the last time i posted something... College is done with, as are exams. I got a tattoo, which was one of my aims for this year, (ive acutally carried out an intention :|.. so unlike me ( Read more... )

uh.. my god, I am sooo fucking tired. I dont think ive ever been so drained both emotionally and mentally. I really dont know why though.

Im sitting here, in a top that makes me look like a fat female Jesus, wondering how I can change things for the better.

I dunno

hmm... ok, was going to write a long rant about how all guys are pricks.. But decided that that wouldn't be very fair... after all, men are human.. right ( Read more... )

hmmm I actually hate you. I cant stand you, because I hate how you made me feel.

You would have thought that after 3years i would have gotten over it, But no...

Its not fair. If you have someone who loves you... consider yourself an extremely lucky person

Im so annoying as a person. I can never make up my mind to what mood I'm in, or how I feel... When i dont think about it, Im fine ( Read more... )

THE BEST art teacher left today.. it was all quite emotional, because our whole art class felt like we had a bond with her.. she was like one of us ( Read more... )

in quite a good mood, as have turnt 18. Feels pretty weird ( Read more... )

ugh... why am I so mean

Was starting to think about my art theme in more depth today. Realising that memories are so important and indescribable, its hard to represent these intense feelings with objects ( Read more... )