Sayville guys (and girls, for that matter) are really mature and I love them.

I leave for Chile it two days.

Two days.
So much can happen in two days.

And so much more can happen in thirteen.

I don't want to be gone for that long. I feel like everything will change while I'm gone. Which I'm sure it wont, but I'm scared just the same.

And love is a tired symphony
you hum when you're awake.
And love is a crying baby
mama warned you not to shake.
And love is the scene I render
when you catch me wide awake.
And love is the dream you enter
though I shake and shake and shake you.
And love's the best endeavor
waiting in the lion's mane.

I'm not perfect, and I'm well aware of it.

But I don't think my mom needs to remind me on a daily basis.

Sometimes I don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

You always think you know everything about yourself, and that this must be all there is too it.

Then everything changes, throws you off balance for a little.

It doesn't take long before you're settled in again, thinking you know it all.

But really, everythings just getting ready to change again.

[I can't take much more change.]

Cunt.

-Met the most amazing boy in the world ( Read more... )

"When did we decide all this?" -Me.
"While you were out." -My dad.

That's the story of my life.

Today broke my heart.

This felt nothing like Christmas.