let me be honest

[photogal85]

i'm starting to freak out a little. i'm sure the foundation of the stress is the whole i have massive bills coming up and no way to pay them, but there's more. part of me keeps thinking i made a mistake coming out here. in the last two days one of my friends got drunk, snapped, and talked about killing himself to the point of actually grabbing

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[fairyfalls18]

=(

I love you

[surrealish]

I'm sorry. I love you and I know that there is nothing I can say right now that will really help you with any of these issues. of course we miss you over here, but we also want you to be happy. I'm sorry your friends are having such an awful time themselves, and that the timing for that could not be worse. as hard as I know it is especially with all of those things going on, you need to focus on yourself. this is a big change, even if it's not that far from home. I love you, call me if you need me. or I'll call you.. :)I hate to say it because it is so cliche, but everything will be ok

[goldiloksinnyc]

moving far from your friends is always hard and there's always that period where you think, what the fuck have i done? you have to give it more time. it's always hard at first (trust me, i know) but it's not a cliche. it does get better and everything will be ok. give yourself at least a month or 2 before you make any decisions about staying or leaving.