i hate the feeling of rejection. At least have the dignity to tell me what you want from me, or nothing at all. dont leave me to think, because all it's going to do is fill my mind with thoughts that are twisted and baffling for me..

damn!! it's been eight months since i've written on this shit. that picture is from a loooong time ago.. ive changed. i'm different. Life progressed. the earth turned. the sun circled. and I'm a new person. i'm an Adult. AAAHHH! but i still have my sense of HUMOR!! yaaaay! how the hell is everyone?? or at least who is still on this thing.

well lets see.. this past year i gradutated high school, got to spend as much time as i could with my best friends, went of and moved out of state into my very own apartmment, started college, got kicked around by life for a while, got a job"s", survived four months of college, went back home to good ole el paso, saw my best friends again, and to ( Read more... )

sooo ummmm i'm coming back to good ole El Paso in a week.. yay!! i get to see everyone again! i'm going out there the 18th. i'm going to stopping by data processing and yearbook i think next monday...

I FEEL wierd!! my mind is tired and body is twitching.... AHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm sorry but i'm not going home for thanksgiving. i'm flying to houston for the holiday. i really wanted to go home but i couldn't cause my mom already bought the ticket when i was going to drive out there. but i will be going to drive home for Christmas.. well see you guys later!

ok first of all I haven't REALLY wrote in my journal in a long time... but hey i'm going to start again. life for is me is ok right now. stress and work have me wanting to just hit someone in the face. i have to go to class on mondays and i have to work at both jobs on tuesdays so i'm at work from eleven in the morning to eleven at night. And then ( Read more... )

ok first of all I haven't REALLY wrote in my journal in a long time... but hey i'm going to start again. life for is me is ok right now. stress and work have me wanting to just hit someone in the face. i have to go to class on mondays and i have to work at both jobs on tuesdays so i'm at work from eleven in the morning to eleven at night. And then ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYONE!!!!!

hey everyone!!! man it's soooo long since i've written in my journal... how is everyone??? yeah life is good right now... i met some of the tightest football players ever. julious jones and keyshawn johnson!!! they came to cold stone!!! that is soo bad ass!! yeah and i have a job taking pics of a magacian. life is soo good right now.. how is