I remember when things were fresh and new, when anything was enough and absolutely everything was seared with the rawest, most idyllic beauty ( Read more... )

Retreating from the day to day world, feeling overwhelmed, underwhelmed, bored, lost & minus identity. Feeling grateful, loved, excited. How do these aggregates of discordant states of being mix so thoroughly, and what am I to do about now. tomorrow. tomorrow's morrow.

Outside the window the city continues, always.

Today is the first day I witnessed someone die ( Read more... )

The trappings of intuition vs logic, or how the mind battles the heart even though they are NOT distinct entities by any means. In overanalyzing and rationalizing we fail to capture some essential nature, some essence of what is... does one do any good by constantly questioning, or is this rigorous analysis precisely what is necessary to ensure the ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel really lost right now ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I lived in a warm enough climate, far enough removed from the omnipresent glare of the city's lights reflected against the sky, that I could see Sirius and the stars of Orion unimpeded, remaining outside for hours on end. I don't spend enough time looking up, especially in the wintertime. The city permits none but the most limited ( Read more... )

you tell me what you think it means ( Read more... )

I wish I was more articulate I wish I was more eloquent because there's so many ways I want to describe THIS. all of it. and it would make the most beautiful lyrics to the most cosmic melodies and maybe then I could really live the dream instead of just finding myself euphoric in the span of daydreams, but I can't seem to put it down and it burns ( Read more... )

five more days of classes ( Read more... )

it is in the skin-clutching breeze of the orion-cast skylit night that i hear your name, echoed through ages that exist now in quantum manifolds, not in the realms of our frequency-tuned consciousness... and i wonder what it is i can do, clad in my human skin, cast ashore on the edge of a momentous planet reeling through space, to call to you, to ( Read more... )