uh.. damn, i've been feeling not myself lately.. or maybe .. more myself? manic episodes, panic attacks, etc..used to be kinda normal.. ive been medicated for a while but its starting to not work.. im sorry ppl.. im gonna have to like, uh, not be very sociable.. till i can get over this.. not to mention the amount of homework i have.. so i need ( Read more... )

well, twins bellydancing at 50mph! wow! uh, i am horrible bout writing shit in here, im too tempted to write all my secrets... get myself in trouble.. ha... well .. not really secrets.just not stuff i go around telling everyone.. lol.. hmm ( Read more... )

its almost 3am, why am i awake.. i had quite a hectic yet productive weekend.. i made $60 or so at the giant yardsale,, i bought sum rollerskates and skated round the sale a few times.. got sunburn.. ... benji helped me clean my studio... we got it looking pretty damn good.. it still needs alot of work though, need a bunch of pillows and more ( Read more... )

here i am, alone on my couch, half drunk and half baked, watchin porn and dreaming of the day when i can move out and listen to porn as loud as i want.. ha ha ha.. im on the verge of sleep.. laying on my couch.. eyes almost shut... ok now theyr shut.. im prolly gonnapass out typing.. if i start typin real bad, uh ( Read more... )

damn, damn, damn... i gotta quit smokin..**hack! hack!** hmm.. theres chunks in my lung butter.. cant wait to get my studio set up! mmmmm heineken.... so i dunno what to write and typing is painful so ill write sumthin when i think of sumthing interesting to say that wont piss anyone off .. ha ha ha

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errr.... uhh.. ow...

halfbaked, bonJovi, gravy. yup. super toast!!! never say goodbye!... so like, im toasted.. mmm supertoast.. jammin.. toejam and earl!.. mmm 6pack... ok, so like, tiffy jut came ova to save me feom the boredome of homework... showin me how to do this journal thing.. i dunno man, seems like a lot of work for ppl to dive into your head.. im scared ( Read more... )

I just signed onto live journal for the first time and have no clue what Im doin..