i don't even know where to begin.

so i won't.
but i'm still alive.

22 days till i leave.

what the hell, where is the time going?
*shrug*
i dunno.

i got my cell back. same number as before. not like anyone actually calls.

i hung out with alex last night but he was being a dickhole. whatever.

22 days.
22 days.

am i going to miss home?

..fuck.

i'm terrified to leave.

only 27 more days.
fuck.

i booked my flights.

i leave on june 21, at 6:30 in the morning.

i come back on august 29, at 11:50 at night.

exhausted.

& pretty tired of the same old bullshit that keeps coming my way.

i had a bad dream last night. a nightmare, if you will.
:(

71 days till i'm outta here.

it seems so far away.
hurry up apirl & disappear.

andie sauns' is lovin' life.

end of.

fuck that.

i am leaving in june and i am going to love every second of it.
you can't take this away from me.

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i think i'm going insane.